All the things show in this book is purely for the purpose of the book, it has nothing to do with any religion, caste, community or something. My intention is not to hurt any religion, caste or community or anyone feeling here, so please don't take anything seriously it's just a book and take it as that only. 

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We can see a heavily pregnant lady is coming out from the office building and she directly move towards the bus stop and stand at the queue waiting for the bus to arrived, after sometime bus arrived and all the people rushed towards the bus and started entering inside the bus by pushing each other when someone pushed that pregnant lady in the process of getting inside the bus. That lady closed her eyes in fear of falling from the bus and clutch her baby bump to save her baby when she was about to fall from the bus but when she felt nothing , she open her eyes and saw a man is holding her in his arms. when her body was about to touch the ground, luckily one man hold her from falling that lady saw towards that man, that man said nothing and embrace her in his arms and took her to the nearest bench and made her sit there and gave her water to drink and angry glared at her . That lady get to know that her friend is so much angry on her for her careless behaviour but before that lady speak something . The man spoke getting angry plus concern for her.

"Pankhuri how many time I have told to you not to leave the office without me and don't travel in bus . For god sake you are at the last month of your pregnancy but you never listen to me. do you have any idea what would have happened if I didn't reached in time. You know how I felt when I saw you falling from the bus step I felt like I lost my life." Anant said angrily but his anger is mixed with concerned for Pankhuri health.

"I'm sorry Anant. But what would I do? You are working on new project because of which you have to stay at office after our office hours also but because of me just to drop me safely at home you do not stay at office for which You are getting a lot of delay in completing the project and today boss also scolded you in front of everyone which I didn't like at all I do not want because of me your job should be in danger . Me and my baby don't want to be a burden in your life " Pankhuri replied while feeling guilty.

"What you just said burden ? you and this little life are burden for me? How could you think like that Pankhuri I love this baby the way you love her. You and this baby can never be a burden to me. So get this misconception out of your mind as soon as possible." Anant said angrily not liking that Pankhuri called the unborn baby as a burden on him.

Pankhuri felt sad for unknowingly hurting him by her words but what she could do she had to keep distance from him for his betterment.

Pankhuri - Anant apart from me and my baby, you also have a life. You should focus in your life because of us don't stop living your life.

Anant sadly chuckled and said " You know Pankhuri since you and this beautiful Angle" saying this keep his hand over her bump. "came in my life , my life is totally changed. I Love you Pankhuri please don't push me. I know you think of me as nothing more than a good friend That is why you rejected my marriage proposal not only once but many times, but it's ok I just want your happiness and nothing else. But I will never stop loving you "

Pankhuri sadly and in guilty voice called his name "Anant". 

Anant - its ok Pankhuri let's go . You might be hungry and in this condition you should not starve.

Anant hold Pankhuri hand and both went towards the Autorickshaw stand . Anant first make Pankhuri carefully Sit inside Auto and then he settled down beside her.

Pankhuri POV:

"I know Anant I'm hurting you a lot but I have no other way I can't make you part of my life I can't destroy your life. I know that you love me and my baby so much I saw your love, your care, your Concern for me and my baby in your eyes even then also I can't accept you in my life because I'm impure . the girl who lost everything in her life and even her most precious thing her dignity too and now I'm 9 months pregnant with the child of that unknown person whom I hate the most in the world, who totally destroyed and ruined my life whom I don't know nor I saw him nor I know his name, even I don't know how all this happened. I leave everything in Kolkata so that my mother did not have to face everything that she faced in my childhood and I did not even want someone to call my child illegitimate. I hate the person who snatched my dignity, who tainted my virtue, but a mother inside me can't hate this little soul who's growing inside me he/she is my blood my parts . The child inside me don't have any fault. I love my baby more than anything in this world. Life was never easy for me nor for my mother but she fought with the world alone just for me. my mother and my life are somewhere same but there is only one difference my mother knew the name of my father, but here I do not even know who is the father of my baby I am such an unfortunate mother who even don't know the name of her baby father, so how can I accept a pure soul like you Anant, I can't destroy your life Anant, I can't although I love you, yes I also love you Anant but I can't be selfish" .

POV end

Thinking all this one drop of tear fall from her eyes but she immediately wiped it before Anant saw her tear.

Pankhuri and Anant reached their apartment and Anant rang the doorbell when a 18 years old girl opened the door.

"Welcome home Pankhuri didi (didi-sister), Anant dadabhai (Dadabhai - brother) come please come inside don't feel hesitate consider this house as your own home only." Maanyata said dramatically.

Anant smashed her head lightly and said "drama queen it's Pankhuri house only and you are making her guest in her own house"

Maanyata rub that area where Anant smashed her lightly and said with a pout "No one counts the good deeds in this big bad world. Look na Pankhuri didi I make tasty tasty dinner for all of us daily and here my brother calls me drama queen. Anant dadabhai are you really my real brother or stepbrother?"

Pankhuri chuckled seeing her antique and with a fake angry face said to Anant " I'm warning you Anant if you call my Maanyata drama Queen again then no one will be worst then me"

Anant tilt towards Pankhuri and whisper in her ear " No one is as bad as you because When your mood swings are at peak you became totally devil ".

Pankhuri angrily glared Anant and he gulped his saliva seeing her angry glared .

Maanyata happily engulfed Pankhuri in a hug carefully not to hurt her bump and said " I love you didi you are the best didi in the world" saying this she kissed her cheek and bend near her tummy and said" and I love you too my cutie pie" saying this she kissed Pankhuri baby bump .

Pankhuri smiled seeing her love towards her and her baby .

Maanyata stand straight and said making a balloon face to Anant "and I don't love you dadabhai" saying she show her tongue to Anant and run towards the kitchen before Anant caught her. Anant smile seeing her baby sister cute antique . After dinner Anant and Maanyata walked out of Pankhuri flat not before saying good night to her and her baby.

Pankhuri and Anant lived in same apartment at ground floor their flats are opposite to each other and Pankhuri flat one key was always with Maanyata because she prepared dinner for trio at Pankhuri house So Pankhuri need not to work after coming home from office being tired in this condition and she could take rest by having her dinner. Sometime they all do breakfast together either at Pankhuri flat or at Anant Flat

At Anant Flat :

Anant is standing at the balcony of his room and looking at the photo of his and Pankhuri where he was teaching Pankhuri how to fly kite and Pankhuri is smiling and looking at his face. Tears are dropping one by one from his eyes.

Anant POV :

"I Love you Pankhuri I really love you a lot. I know you will never reciprocate to my love because for you I'm only your good friend who was their with you at your hard times. For you I'm your savior who saved you that night from the goons But how to tell you Pankhuri the person whom you think yours life savior is the one who destroyed your life I'm not any Angel in your life Pankhuri I'm the monster who ruined your whole life. I'm such a coward and selfish person one side I wanted you in my life as my life partner so I confessed my love in front of you and proposed you to marry me and another side I'm such a coward who don't have guts to confess to you that I'm the one who rape you that night I'm the one who is the father of our baby I'm such a horrible person a monster. I'm sorry Pankhuri I'm sorry I'm reason behind your suffering I'm the reason behind your each and every tears I'm the reason behind your miserable life and I'm the reason behind your destruction. I'm guilty what I did with you Pankhuri , but still I can't afford to lose you nor our baby . Because I'm selfish I need you in my life Pankhuri so that I can replace your sadness into happiness I wanted to give my name to our baby . I wanted to live my whole life with you and our baby. I know no matter how much we try, truth never hides and one day you will definitely come to know this truth and that day you will start hating me, but I will never stop loving you and I will wait for your forgiveness till my last breath". 

POV end

Saying this he sit on his knees and hugged that photo near his chest and started crying more. whole night he cried his heart out and dozed off there only.

!! That's all for today!!

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